Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Battle between woman and scale

Last week I had a bad week. 

I realized just how much I rely on food to be my emotional crutch when things go wrong.

The only good thing that came out of the amount of food I pounded back last week is I didn't GAIN any weight.  I however did not lose any either.  not even an ounce. 
...but after the way I ate,  I will take a small victory where ever I can get it.

Although, the scale has been stuck on 184 for a couple of weeks now. 
I can't seem to break through it.

The number 184 has been flashing back at me every single day.
taunting me. 

CONFESSION TIME:
One morning I stepped on the scale.  The number said 187.  In my sleepy stupor I did something irrational and fulfilling.     ...I gave my scale the bird.

Surely not my finest moment, but encompassed my true feelings on the battle between woman and scale.

Monday, August 1, 2011

forgiveness

I had a great day of dieting.  Going back to work did wonders for taking the snacking out of my day.


HOWEVER....I can't seem to stop eating this evening.

I did great at dinner.  Grilled Chicken Sandwhich with a side salad and Italian dressing.

Then I had some veggie straws.
...then I had some more.

THEN I had a couple of buffalo wings.
..then I devoured a hunk of summer sausage.

I am going to blame this on "that time of the month" issues and call it a day.

...I hope the scale will be forgiving.