regardless of the lack of working out and probably not the best choices at dinner time, I am staying strong at 187.4 pounds.
Is that a good thing? ...maybe.
Is that a sign of a wall that will be difficult to break through? ...maybe.
Will those extra pounds continue keeping me from fitting into my summer clothes? ...absolutely.
I look in my closet. I am hoarding clothes like a chipmunk hoards nuts.
I have piles and piles of clothes that once upon a summer time I used to wear. And I'm not talking "back in the day" clothes from high school or even from early college. These are clothes that should fit.
I will not simply throw these outfits away. Purely on principle. THEY SHOULD FIT.
I will not buy newer clothes that "fit". The day I do that is the day I surrender to my fat.
I do not surrender.
I do not wave a flag of my giant white granny panties.
There is a war at hand, and I will not surrender.
I've slowly been surrendering the piles....with the excuse...I have too many clothes. I should know there is a bigger problem when a girl admits..."I have too many clothes." That is the pig in me saying, " I will not diet and exercise, so just give up."
ReplyDeleteDon't give them up. Keep them as a reminder and some day you will say, "ENOUGH! I want my clothes back!"
ReplyDeleteThe real key is NEVER buying that ONE SIZE BIGGER "Just this one time." It is a downward spiral from there.