with some pretty hardcore anxiety and pressure to do well my first day on the new program, I totally flopped. I had an "ok" type of day, but then had spaghetti, meatballs, garlic toast for dinner.
...and then again before bed.
PLUS a piece of chocolate cake.
I am a danger to myself and others.
SO after stuffing myself sooooo full and realizing just how poorly I did yesterday (39points OVER my allotted balance of 25), I woke up with a new outlook. Wanna know my new outlook???
If I don't lose some weight, I will continue to look pregnant.
Which is bad....especially seeing as how I am NOT pregnant.
So this morning I have awoken to create a 3 egg white omelet complete with peppers, mushrooms, onions, and topped with 2 tbsp of salsa. Not gonna lie---it was delicious.
With a new attitude included, I welcome my day. I welcome my day and give myself well wishes not to become overwhelmed by the vast amount of information and not to give into my pantry of evil (yet delicious) foods. Today I will create meals and snacks, record their points, so that when the hunger strikes I can make good informed choices instead of hasty tasty choices.
we will be taking our official engagement pictures in ONE week. I would like to at least put a dent in the current Pop-belly I am toting around.
I know I won't perform miracles this next week.
I know my dreams of being anything smaller than a size 12 are long gone.
BUT I don't think it is too much to ask to reduce the pudge that so kindly makes people take a second look to decide if I am a girl "with child" or just a chubby chick in a moo-moo.
That's right folks, the Dieting Drama queen is on a mission today. So you best recognize that she is hungry, focused, and on the move!
Weight: 189.4
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